Life is a Bitch.

Thursday, December 23, 2004'♥

havent been gg out for bout...3 daes already.
-sighs-
was so sick..feeling so so weak.
fever kip gg up n down. last nite was at 38.4 degree.
sickening.tmr's x'mas eve.
dunch noe if im able 2 make it 4 da outing.
i hope i can. *shrugz*
nort in a good mood though.
feeling kinda low. -sigh-
how i wish he's by my side at tis pt. of tym.
i dun ask 4 much but juz sms-es or cols will do.
so mani cols..so mani sms-es.but none frm him.
been thinking so much these daes..
recollecting e tym when i saw him at taka..
when my heart beats so hard it nearly stopped.
its been so long.so long since i eva felt tis wae.
-sigh- well... i may not haf contact u so much n'more.
n i juz dun haf da courage tat e other gals mite haf
2 tell u how much i feel 4 u.
i choose 2 kip it 2 myself...though it hurts.
praying tat one dae...miracle will happen.
n i'll wait 4 tat one dae 2 come.
i aint fickle-minded.i aint a flirt.n i mean wat i sae.
i will wait 4 you.
da greatest x'mas pressie i'll eva wana haf...is u..
i miss u...i miss da tyms when we used 2 disturb each other thru sms.
miss da tyms whn we talked on da fone.
i miss everything.n most o all.i miss u.
so much...
memories stayed.but things changed. =<

Zombie@12/23/2004 11:00:00 AM

.HERSELF.

__.x.__natalie__.x.__
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.HER.LOVES.

+ Peace
+ Freedom
+ Chilling
+ Drinking
+ Bitching
+ Surprises
+ Retail-Therapy

.HER.HATES.

+ Liars
+ Noise
+ Quarrels
+ Emptiness
+ Childish-ness
+ Emptiness
+ Restrictions
+ Feeling Lost
+ Feeling Trapped
+ Misunderstandings

.HER.WISHES.

+ Peace

+ Better Future

+ 48hrs Everyday

+ Overseas Trips